Recently I have heard many people share their experiences of learning programming They only learned for four or six months before finding internship opportunities I really admire their abilities and achievements However, at the same time I feel completely unable to understand how to start writing a webpage My thinking seems to be filled with this knowledge and I can only follow the guidance in the video step by step which makes me very anxious but not enough Having enough time I feel confused about my abilities especially when I see some peers even freshmen and sophomores who have successfully found internship opportunities I can't help but feel that they are geniuses and why don't I have any talent at all? I am confused and helpless and I owe tens of thousands of yuan in tuition fees and loans that have not been repaid Before in the dormitory I watched my roommates indulge in playing games all day long while my fa
